Unsure

In the midst of my fear
I am struggling to maintain my sanity
struggling to hold on to my reasons.
I ache ,,
with no clear sign of why I ache
I burn ,,
with no heat to make me do so
and throughout it all I lay as if confused
alone in my surrender to the dark that resides so close to me
Afraid,,
yet unsure of what it is I truly fear...

The Facades of You

You all have Facades,The faces you show of the person you claim to be.
You all have secrets,The Reality behind the facade.
You betray those you call friend,
You hurt those you call Love and You envy those you call foe.
You betray your own words
You claim to have Faith,To be True and Good.
Yet you spread the stories,You take whats not yours,You lie...
You demean words such as Love and Honour
You're Jealous,Greedy and Dishonourable
and Yet still you would have us show support of you
You Hurt others and yet would have us show care when you are hurt
You lie,But would have us care when you are lied to
You do not respect the sanctity of Love and Honour
But would have us respect you..
You are faithless in your faithful facade
You pretend..
To love,To care,To be Faithful and True
So watch now as I pretend to be friend to you.

What say you?

What Say you... When the war Gong goes And the soldiers march.. And the enemies draw near.. What Say you... When the Light goes out When Darkness comes and evil prevails And When the final battles lost... What say you... When the crowd draws near When stones are held and the first drop of blood is started What say you.... When all's destroyed No more hope. No love , No honor What say you... Nothing.....

One of a kind lady

He calls her stupid
Laughs when she falls
He's got all of his friends pointing at her.
When she tells him she loves him,he sneers at her words.
Makin her cry whenever he's bored


She never complains,
Doesn't say a word.
Even though you know she must really hurt.
She keeps that smile on her face
Her head held up high
She even whispers to him,baby you still my guy


She's got her pride,knows her heart to be true.so she keeps on smiling even long after they through...


because she's a 1of a kind lady.the kind you won't meet.she's got your moms recipe for gravy and your dads fav stories.she makes you dinner every night.keeps your house all clean,she even packs you a lunch with a bag of jelly beans.


He thinks because he's rich,and the way the chics chase him,that he's better off without her,and his friends all agree.he couldn't say the words tho because deep down he knew.so he kept on pushin till she finally made the move.


This one of a kind lady she gave her guy 1last shot,she said baby I love you,not coz you rich or hot.I loved you soul deeply but I can't love you anymore so here's your choice..me or the whores...


And the 1 of a kind lady you know the kind you won't meet.whose got your moms recipe for gravy and your dads fav stories.that makes you dinner every night.and keeps your house all clean.she stood right before him and still she waited for him...


And. when he couldn't look in her eyes,couldn't bother to reply she smiled her 1 of a kind smile and she kissed her guy goodbye.


The 1 of a kind lady the one he just lost.whose got his moms recipe for gravy and his dads fav stories.who made him dinner every night.and kept his house all clean.she's not around anymore.perhaps it wasn't clear...the 1of a kind lady she's now moving with me...

Loving me..

I mistrust the compliments,
I mistrust everyone to a certain degree
But most of all I'm so lonely its like all I can do is scream
Lookin in the mirror starin into my own eyes and hopin desperately that some how some way it'll all be different
That I'll be different and someone will love me
And finally I won't be so alone ,I'll finally be loved for me
Because deep down I know the truth
That loving me is hard even when its just me lovin me..

Inner light

Always remember to let your inner light burn bright.
Even when those around you try to overwhelm you,,
Remember this...
Moths are always drawn towards the beauty of a flame.,
But eventually the brightest light destroys them.

Sometimes

It gets a bit too much sometimes,,
Holding the facade..
Smiling through the pain..
Sometimes your words are weapons,
Your ignorance a shame.
Most times you do not see it
Nor feel in anyway,
How much your actions hurt me.
And drives me so insane.
My acting skills grow weary
My trust in you destroyed
My very facade crumbles
And leaves me lost in pain
Sometimes...