I'm My one

I was broken
Stripped bare and shattered
The one responsible simply walked away
Showing how little I truly mattered.
How little he cared.
And then the darkness came..
So alone and lost..
Finding it so hard to breathe,to move ,to live..
Feelin all that pain
Havin no one..
No one to talk to..
To turn to..
To be comforted by...
Till I lay in the dark all alone with tears streamin down my face
And my pain rippin out of my very soul.
I was broken..
So alone..
And no one even knew it..
Or cared enough to..
No one cared enough to ask..
To care..
To love me..
I was left broken and shattered..
He walked away..
Didn't look back..
Didn't care..
And so I cried...
I felt like a special part of me died..
My hope my love -destroyed.
What did his desertion make me
How unworthy am I..
If after all these years not one..
Not any..
No love for the shattered,
The ones that never mattered..
I was one..
Even after all this time still none..
But I'm my one.
My only..
When no one else will love
Love Alone.

Candles Glow

Like the flame of a Candle the light shone proudly
Bright and beautiful for all to see
Spreading Warmth and Joy
and Keeping Darkness at bay.
The Candles Glow..
was there for all to know
For everyone to share in
And a chance to show who cares.
but the wicks been spent,
the wax all gone.
and now the candle is heaven sent
But its light will linger
the Memory lasts
none shall forget
of Ones True Candles Glow.

My Day

For just that one day,
I want the world to stand up and take notice,
I want the people around me to recognize that day..
To know and view it as my day,
I want the ones who claim to love and care for me,
To show me so,,on that day..
To have them understand my need to have it be my day.
And for just that One day,
I want to feel like its all about me.
that for that day I'm special..
I want that day...
When that days my day
And Only My day.

Wrong Path

If your life is constantly filled with Drama,
If you cannot walk a day without stumbling,
If you have more tears than laughter
And if every good day leaves you in terror for the next bad one,,
If every smile is strained...
Every hope diminished..
And every dream compromised..
Know that the path you're on is not your own.
It wouldn't hurt as much if it were.
It doesn't have to be easy..
It just has to be right for you
And eventually....
Eventually,it'll be worth it.

Mostly My Way.

So here's the truth...
Although we're expected to deny it.
Of course we want things our own way!!
Who wouldn't??
Yes,yes we all sprout that jazz about,
how its however you like it...
But in all honesty,
what we're really hoping..
is that it'll be exactly the way we want it!
We'll deny it of course
and perhaps to a certain extent we'll mean it
but in all honesty
of course we wish the world would do exactly what we say!!
Thats not to say we wont do it your way..
Coz we will!
And we'll probably keep quiet while doing so..
But please people,,enough with the delusions!!
Of course we all want everything our way
Its part of our human nature
We all have it
only the naive still deny it
So yes I want everything my way
so Sue me....
But if I must,,
I'll do it your way..
Sometimes simply just because you're you.

Who is Me??

It changed me ...
Of course it did...
How could it not??
I am not the me that was before
perhaps I'm not really even me anymore...
Who truly knows the truth??
Who knows what decisions lead where
and how emptiness and pain affect us everywhere.
I don't presume to know it all!
how could I
when I barely know me anymore..??
I am lost in thoughts
in feelings
pain...
I am lost to me
does hope remain??
I am me,
but is this me who I really am?
Who is me...

In Life all we Have are Our Hopes and Dreams
And the Strength of Our Determination...