Thursday, 29 September 2011

Confidence versus Arrogance

There is such a thin line between confidence and arrogance, that I know many people that cross it without even being aware...
They don't believe their constant extolment of themselves in anyway resembles arrogance, they see it as merely a superior confidence than those too scared or naive to promote themselves. in short their pride out ways their modesty and they end up coming across as the very thing they profess themselves not to be -an arrogant individual who talks a good game but in reality is actually lacking in confidence, when you scratch beneath the surface you'll realize that all that awesome superiority is merely a thin veneer to mask their deep seated inadequacies. Deep down their really scared little boys and girls trying to be something they’re not!!promoting themselves, extolling their virtues, denying their faults....they become so enamored with being confident that they forget their actually not...one prick of their bubble and all that outshining confidence melts away as if it never was..

#Moral of the story-the most confident people in the world are those that do not feel the need to brag or extol on their confidence, they are aware that they are confident and realize that true confidence does not need to be flaunted or publically displayed...True confidence is discernible even when modesty keeps it hidden.
*Confidence is not achieved through your own promotion!*Extolling on your many virtues won't make you confident!!*Relating to the world the depth of your confidence does not make you confident. It only makes those around you aware of your complete lack of confidence, ending in pity or annoyance for your constant stream of positive virtues of yourself-basically annoyed at your arrogance#

Be Modestly Proud
Be Silently Confident
Be True To Who You Really Are....
I am a Proud and Confident Woman...Not because I show it..,but because deep down I know it.!

Hate from Within

I am Awed at your Stupidity,
Amazed at your Ignorance,
Blinded by your Negativity
and Confounded by your Hate
Till I realized you saw me as your Mirror
and so now,
I only Pity your Inner state...

Thursday, 22 September 2011

"The Edge"

I am drawn towards the edge..
Unable to escape.
It whispers enticements into my ears
of Secrets and Wishes..
Promising more than hopes and dreams..
The Edge holds promise of Release
Closer,Closer...
Nearer still...
The Edge commands my will
Enthralled by visions of peace.
Drawn together..
ever nearer 
closer still
The Edge is my release..

Sleepless

Tossing and Turning
Throughout the night...
Struggling to sleep
without a fight.
All around me the World lies still
while inside my head,
against my will,
Battles rage
and thoughts plague me still
Constantly warring withing my head
Filling me up with constant dread.
Sleeplessly waiting for the final end
For my Rest to come with nights descent.

Can't Say,,,,

How Hard it is to say...
I'm Hurt,
I'm Broken,
I Need You.....
So Hard to speak the words...
To admit to Weakness in anyway
That deep inside I'm screaming..
My fears not held at bay.
They shred my deepest courage ..
and keep my hopes away..
and still I cannot say it...
Even though Its the only way
I'm Hurt
I'm Broken,
I need you...
Can't say....

Reality Revealed

I am often Saddened and Amazed
That nothing ever changes...
We switch our parts,and change the lines of our play
But in truth it always ends the same way......
The destruction of any one man comes not from outside influences but his inability within himself to fight back.