,,Tortured,,

I'm tortured and struggling.
I feel as if I want to rip out my hair
Everyday the need within me grows
Till I feel consumed by it
Like a growing flame ....
It ignites deep inside
Spreading so swiftly....
There's no place for me to hide
My own Mind is no longer safe.
The echoes in my Mind
Are so loud....
I'm adrift in a sea of agony
They reverberate throughout me like tortured screams of pain.
A cacophony of sorrow
So constant I'm unsure of when my own Screams joined the fray.
I'm drowning.....
Sinking into the murky depths..
Of a Paralyzing struggle for my very Soul!
I am in a torture chamber within my Mind
Only there is no hope for Release,No Reprieve
There Is only Me.