Who is Me??

It changed me ...
Of course it did...
How could it not??
I am not the me that was before
perhaps I'm not really even me anymore...
Who truly knows the truth??
Who knows what decisions lead where
and how emptiness and pain affect us everywhere.
I don't presume to know it all!
how could I
when I barely know me anymore..??
I am lost in thoughts
in feelings
pain...
I am lost to me
does hope remain??
I am me,
but is this me who I really am?
Who is me...